Somehow, there's something wrong, in which I'm not agree anymore, I don't believe anymore.. I wrote this during the state when I was in sorrow, during the lowest level of iman. As I believe "Iman manusia turun naik". Yet I don't want to delete this, because I want to see my way of thinking during my bad iman level..So, happy reading though. hehe)
Am I being too skeptical of myself? Hadonno..
It begins when I scrolled down my Facebook timeline, I got to realize that I am being too angelic somehow.
Semua benda baik jak yg aku post or write. The feeling of "Wow! Sejak bila aku baik nih?"
First of all, let get things clear first.
AKU BUKAN ORANG BAIK-BAIK. Really. Honestly.
Bukan apa, aku risau bila org yg xkenal aku, bila tengok Facebook, got fooled by what they saw. You know, we judge easily through FB nowadays right? The culture of stalking (yg memang sangat best).
So, am I being hypocrite in Facebook? ....... .... ....
The question itself is too subjective.
To start, since Twitter became super famous few years ago, aku jarang2 buka Fesbuk, apatah lagi post status kt timeline. As Twitter adalah tempat untuk meluahkan perasaan (for people like me), so its better to move from FB to Twitter, as Twitter's post ni bersifat 'sementara'. Senang cakap, people won't give a damn of what you write most of the time.
Nowadays, whenever someone post their luahan hati kat Fesbuk for 20 times per day, my best advice is "better kau get a Twitter". I care less of your boyfriend's hobbies, I hate of reading your detail couple-diary, I feel blessed if u got clashed, and stuff..ughhh.
So, back to the main question. I personally think that FB sebagai medan untuk aku jadik lebih critical. Tempat utk aku share knowledge, information..u know, beneficial things, rather than menggedik bagitau aku sedang bosan, rasa mau kencing, rasa mau berak, bulu hidung mengalami keguguran. No! Just a plain no! (Twitter yes. leulls).
And as a Muslim ourselves, the amanah or obligation of doing dakwah, is a wajib ala kulli muslim.
So, daripada aku biarkan Fesbuk aku kosong tanpa makna, adalah bagus kalau aku guna utk share benda2 baik, Islamic things, etc. NOT WITH THE INTENTION OF ACTING NICE. No!! Should I repeat, AKU JAHAT. Sangat2 jahat. Cumanya, xkan aku mau tarok sifat2 jahat aku dalam FB. Itu bukak aib namanya.
Dan aku sangat takut situasi dimana, someone is taking your example of doing bad thing, dia buat jahat, dan kau sekali berdosa atas dosa dia. Haaa..thats why I don't curse in social media especially Facebook.
Naaaa, if people wanna know who I am, follow my Twitter. (I suggest not! haha)
Twitter adalah tempat dimana belang sebenar aku keluar. Tempat kau nampak siapa aku benci, tempat aku menggedik, tempat aku syoksendiri bercerita hantu, tempat aku memanas, semua2 lah.
There you will know how easily i get mad over simpliest thing, how low my boiling point is.
Walaupun most of the time, I tried to not open my Twitter account when my bad-mode is on.
In fact, previously I posted a post regarding "Jangan buka Twitter ketika..".
Rasa funny baca balik, thinking of betapa sucinya pemikiran aku 2 tahun lalu. >.<
|Begini punya suci, ada?|
Some may disagree with my action and my perspective regarding all this Twitter & Facebook thingy.
To conclude, Facebook is a place where I post good things and bit of Islamic things.
Whilst Twitter is for syok-sendiri-sharing-moment. Simply said, my Twitter describes me.
That's how I separate this two social media in my own way of perspective.
The issue of me being an 'angel' or 'devil', it's between me and my iman.
p/s : If you judge me through my Facebook, you are wrong. Me no good person. >.<